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Namaste,

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blessings,

Daniela Aum
Intuitive Artist
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We all have shit.  All of us.

Many like to sanctify mystic practitioners in their minds & remove our humanity –maybe to justify seeking out our advice above their own judgment. Practitioners who allow this, make it easy for clients to build a dependency or blinded view of what we do.  For example, what sounds more”authentic” to you:  a psychic that lives in a cave on a mountain or a psychic that lives in a condo in yorkville? (i don’t live in yorkville–or a condo–just for the record)

most, erroneously, would choose the guy on a mountain. But as Osho once said (i’m totally paraphrasing here-i heard this once in a video clip featuring him)….”its easy to be Osho in an ashram…but to be & remain Osho in the marketplace –that is the true success!”

I tend to run to seclusion often–tried to become a nun at one point, moved to BC & lived in isolation, hid at a clients cabin for 6 months in isolation. Once i did a year in isolation. I won’t lie- best times of my life so far! Its not easy being psychic. It gets sooooooooo overwhelming you implode! That is our own fault & happens through lack of discipline. Not meditating enough, not eating well enough, not enough silence–all this, through discipline, can be maintained–allowing you to remain Osho-ish even in the city! And when you are able to live in chaos & still be still…well….that’s when you’ve made it! If you have to ‘run for the hills’, you are doing something wrong.

These mis-perceptions of what makes some human’s appear ‘saint-ish’ must be dismantled, because people are comparing themselves to a standard that doesn’t exist or is misconceived.  If i gave you a reading and it came true, does it matter whether i am lets say celibate vs promiscuous?  if i’m accurate, i’m accurate–plain and simple.

Let me give you an example–true story: Many years back, i did a reading for a young lady that apparently changed her life (for the better) –i gave her lots of homework–books to read etc.  At the time, i was very poor & had no tv, phone or computer and i lived in this old 18th century house in the middle of the country–in what seemed to her, isolation. We spoke of holy things, and the reading had a profound spiritual impact on her.  She listened to every word i said like gospel and attended any class or group i facilitated.  she told people she was a student of mine.  She had created this image in her mind of me that made me out like i was other-worldly. Of course she did, she only ever saw me ‘in class’ leading prayers, meditations, freaking people out etc.

Then one night, we both happened to be in the same bar in a town nearby. I was 3 sheets to the wind, and she watched me pick up a total stranger & walk out with him.  She was completely devastated & it shook her very foundation.  Sad thing, because that girl had made A LOT of progress since her reading.  She walked into that reading an empty shell, walked out hopeful & motivated. She read every book, did every meditation, did the crystals, the yoga, the diet. SHE did all this. I may have suggested it, but SHE did the work…and it paid off!!! BUT the moment she saw me in that bar, to her, it nullified all her progress….because i didn’t live up to her standard of what is holy. dangerous stuff!

I think its important to let you know who i am…not just what i can do.  through this blog, i will journal..not just about psychic things (although i do offer many tips, recipes, ideas, thoughts–you’ll find them in categories. But here, i will also share with you myself. My humanity.

I am really friggin good at what i do…but i’m really friggin human.

We come in several ideologies, practices & beliefs. We don’t always agree.

Our occult community is segregated into micro groups of covens & orders. Some like myself, are hermit occultists that practice alone. All of that was well and good- we may be strangers, but always friendly strangers-that was enough.

I believe now is the time that occultists from the world should unite, and now, we can!!! Aug 3-5th in Toronto there will be The First Annual Left Hand Path Convention -FINALLY!!!!!

Imagine the power of that collective vibration????!!!!! Imagine the possibilities???!!!!!!

Crossing my fingers for a labyrinth & mass ceremony for freedom of the masses or something! Count me IN!!

First Annual Left Hand Path Convention -FINALLY!!!!!

Facebook Event Page: https://www.facebook.com/events/235330609886022/

 

There are 3 kinds of psychics:

1: Fake

2: The Real Deal: making a living, but teaching you how to empower yourself.  You know they are good if you need them less & less as time goes on.

3: The Real Deal, but in it to get rich by making you dependent on their gifts & power
Fake psychics aren’t that dangerous. The reading won’t feel right, none of it will come true, you likely won’t go back and at worste you lose a few bucks. The only real harm done is to their karma.

A lot of people think “real” psychics must all be honest & nice if god gives them that gift….nope. God gives them that gift (or in my case a sizable pineal cyst) and our free will allows us to decide what we do with that gift.

The job of a psychic is hard, haunting, depressing, you deal with everyone’s shit, hurt, sins, fears & problems. Psychics are usually the last stop-after the dr, priest, oprah, family & friends fail you, then you try a psychic. Many psychics are so powerful that they can often lift a negative energy off you. Feels great for you, but the psychic is left with the mess to clean up. Psychics are often affected by your reading months & years after the reading is over-and usually not in a fun way. In a sense, you are putting all your skeletons in our closet-and its not just you. Its you + everybody else we are doing it for. It gets old quick, and takes takes takes takes from us (speaking from my experience as a psychic)

This is why psychic services don’t come cheap. I did not apologize for my $90 price tag-you have no idea what it takes in my lifestyle to be at a place where I can earn that $90. As a matter of fact, due to my experience, tenure in the industry & overall skill, I could (likely should) have been charging a hell of a lot more when I look at what I have personally sacrificed all those years in order to “be there” for my clients.

Because I was always fighting the “psychics are a money grab” stereotype, that $90 didn’t just get you 1hr on the phone. It got you email pep talks, prayers, energy in between sessions whenever you had a question, dream, fear, or problem before your next official ‘reading’-something I did for free. As far as I know, I’m the only psychic to do that in the manner that I did.  I thought it was a demonstration of my integrity & true caring for my clients, but it turned out that I ended up totally burned out to the point of retiring from the business. I helped others, but hurt myself in the process. As a result, now I’m not helping anybody (at least not in that way.)

So I won’t preach to you about psychics should doing it for free because that’s just stupid.  However, there is a certain code of ethics that I believe helps one discern a “good” psychic from a “money grab” psychic.

First thing you must know for your own protection: A successful money grab psychic is not a fake. They are usually EXCEPTIONALLY powerful. That’s what makes them good at what they do. Its precisely because they are the real deal, that they can legitimately spook the fuck out of you so bad that its easy to rationalize giving them tons of money to help you fight something you don’t understand.  Fear is a powerful motivator in spending, just look at your insurance bills.

What happens is, you go to one of these psychics & you’ll get the best reading of your life. You will know they are the real deal without a shadow of a doubt.  If they are really good, they make a psychic chord connection to your energy field. After you leave, it will feel as though they are reading/invading your thoughts (in an oppressive way. The “good psychics”  you’ll feel too, but it’ll feel empowering/healing. Not the oppressive anxiety of a money grab)

Money grab psychics lure people that have a vulnerability like enemies, legal problems or obsessions over people.  They will claim to be able to guarantee an outcome but warn of a terrible catastrophe if you don’t.  Either way, they will be proved right-if you pay them (often thousands) to fix it-they’ll tell you the obstacle keeping you from getting what you want (something that should have been disclosed in the original reading) & they will help you past it (something else that should be shared in the reading.)  If you don’t give the money, you leave with only partial info, what they predict comes true, everything goes to shit & wow! the psychic was right!!

So now you go back & the psychic said, see???? I told you, you had an energy blockage/curse etc. I can remove it, but it requires me to go to temple and blah blah blah and the candle is special and cost $100 + I have to make a donation…$7000 should cover it. etc etc and the cycle continues.

I’m not saying the spell is fake-its likely real, and spells take mega watt energy and its not easy. If you are going to have someone legitimately do magic for you, well, that’s huge & they should be handsomely compensated. But if you are made to feel like life is doomed without this magic, well then RUN. That is a HUGE red flag!!!

Magic is not the ONLY option-there are usually more than one ways around an obstacle. Much of the magic required can be done on your own and a good psychic will offer that info during your original reading. If you are made to feel dependent on the psychic, that is a bad bad sign.

Its kind of like the difference between smoking a joint & going to productive work vs skipping work to smoke joint after joint after joint.  Time & place people, time & place.  If you start to feel like you can’t make even simple decisions without their guidance, its not a good thing either.

Going to a psychic should be a once in a while thing. Every season if life is shit & then less and less as your life gets better as you become more empowered and psychically self sufficient–a good psychic can help you get there by sharing the things/books/wisdom etc that helped them. .We don’t mind losing your income when you self actualize because for every one of you we lose, you usually refer a dozen. Everybody wins in a humble way. Good karma all around.

A money grab wants to bleed the stone that is their client. They will energetically vamp you, spook you etc to make you think that if you leave there will be a hex retribution, and if they are a real son of a bitch there could be.

This is how you deal with that shit:

http://thinkingbliss.com/blog/2011/11/26/roman-catholic-magic-for-hex-protectionremoval/

What a psychic reading can & most importantly CAN’T do for you;

http://thinkingbliss.com/consultations/faq

Knowledge is power-be informed.

Remember: Just because a psychic proved they are “real” it doesn’t mean they are nice, despite how many saints & jesuses they have hanging on the wall.  Buyer beware.

 

 

 

 

I’m not going into the whole spiel about the power of the moon & moon magic. Odds are, if you are reading this blog, you kinda already get the idea. Or maybe just google it if you want to know why/how it works.

I just know, it does. That’s enough for me.

To keep it basic & simple, this is how I plan my magic:

From 3 days after the full moon to 3 days before the new moon: Spells that remove things–the bad relationship, disease, asshole troublemaker, debt, obstacles etc

From 3 days after the new moon to 3 days before full moon: spells to attract things-intercession, miracles, new job, new love, opportunities, money, assistance. etc

The limbo days before either moon I keep as energetically transitional, and I use them to prepare (even just mentally) for the approaching moon.

Full moon is the most powerful energy-I do my “calling in the troops” spells on the full moon. If you are into that sort of thing “weeding your garden” spells are their most powerful on the night of the full moon and 3 nights after if you want to really get ‘er done. Full moons are great for adding energy to a stagnant issue, asking for a doozy miracle–think big on the full moon.

New moon is my favourite time of the lunar cycle. New moons aren’t as ‘heavy.’ Its a light ‘fresh start’ time when you are planning a new venture, idea, intention. This is a great night for a Change Your Life Spell. You can read the instructions on that spell & magic in general for free in my book Creating Cozy: Food & Magic For Crafting Comfort. The link to it is on the side of this blog.

You can do a New Moon spell at any time of day whereas full moon spells are normally done near the midnight hour. I like to do my new moon spells at dawn, and let the sunrise appear at the energetic climax of the ritual. I always face east during a New Moon spell. I also prefer to be outside near water if and when possible. During full moon magic, I prefer fire.

Think of whatever “new” thing you are trying to manifest. Create an image representing your goal (draw, cut & paste a collage etc)

Write out affirmations that reflect your desire completed in the present tense. Example:

“Thank you universe for the new & better job that is now mine”

Light some incense & hold a white candle in the smoke for a minute or two imagining all energy being cleansed of it.

Engrave your initials and rub some olive oil all over it imagining your energy & DNA imbedding the candle.

Put candle in a candle holder.

Stare at your collage & imagine yourself living the dream. Get a good feeling of what that elation would feel like-as you do this, light the candle & repeat your affirmation 11 times.

As the candle burns (never leave a candle unattended) do something symbolic of your wish coming true. Looking for a job? Work on your resume. Need more business? Update your website. Looking for love? re-arrange your closet to make room for a spouse. Etc

If you are going out, do things that are symbolic. If you are looking to change your lifestyle, make sure you are extra vigilant that day to hit the gym or not have the french fries, or whatever change you are making.

Its also powerful to place near your collage & candle/incense a piece of jewelery or object to symbolize your wish. I like to use healing gemstone jewelry.  Make sure you cleanse it first by holding it in the incense smoke. After the spell wear/use it until the wish is granted.

Let your candle burn down uninterrupted until it extinguishes itself (I use tea lights as they only last 4-5 hrs) Plan ahead so you aren’t pacing waiting for it to be over. As it burns it keep your thoughts positive & imagine as much as possible life after your wish is granted. Don’t bother with “how” your problem will be solved, that’s the universe’s job!

At the end of the spell repeat your affirmations another 11 times then say “All this or better now manifests for me easily & harmoniously for my highest good & the highest good of all concerned.”

Keep your affirmations & collage handy to remind you of your goals. Repeat the affirmations daily.

Blessed Be

 

photo by Maria Gagliardi

“Root out the weeds and water the flowers. You have the right if you have the power.” Ryan Adam Murray

 

Being ½ of sicilian origin, I learned very early about the Fatura. My mean old Zia Fofa was apparently hexed for marrying my uncle-she lost all her hair! Although my parents thought it was bullshit, I trusted my grandmothers more, and they took that shit right serious!

In my teens we thought we’d try it for fun (not totally believing it was real.) We hexed this girl for being vain-she was SO full of herself-at the height of the spell, a glass we were using broke (in a creepy strange way) That night she was in a massive car accident that plunged her face first into a windshield requiring plastic surgery. I was MORTIFIED & gobbled up in guilt. I realized this stuff isn’t ‘just for fun’ -it has consequences & it is to be taken seriously.

A few years later there was a marriage in my family my grandmother was not thrilled about. She promised me that as long as she was alive, the bride would never walk down the isle. There was a woman she could pay that could hex it. Every time a date was set, a tragedy postponed the wedding (including the bride breaking her ankle & requiring MAJOR surgery & rehab to fix it.) Shortly after Nonna died, the wedding went off without a hitch. That just convinced me of the power of a good hex.

I became obsessed with them, and that energy with me. Throughout my life, I have been gifted with teachers of the subject “happening” on me always at the ‘perfect’ time, helping me advance in the cause.

Do I belong to a particular group or ideology? No. Have I read all the books, learned all the symbols, archetypes etc? No. Am I well schooled on the occult? No.

Much like my art, my occult practices are very much uneducated & self created. I have been hexing since childhood, but it was barely by ‘instruction’–I create my own spells, symbols, altar & combine some practices from several ideologies/religions/occult that I picked up from these ‘teachers’ over the years.

Although I am an awesome artist, when I go into an art store I sound like a dunce. “Do you have anything that’ll make my acrylic look goopy or plaster-ish? Will plaster of Paris stick to canvas?” “Didn’t you go to art school?” “My university art prof told me to drop out, as an education would kill the artist in me. She told me I didn’t need to learn art, I was art” {Insert eye-roll here}

I sound the same among learned occultists, so 99.9% of the time, I hex alone. Like my art, my hexes are big & powerful and almost no one sees them lol

I use the word hex to describe ALL my spells, even the white light frilly kind asking for world peace or healing or angelic in nature requests. I do do those white & shiny kind….but nothing gets the flutters going like hexing an evil bully kind of mother-f*cker—I have beat myself up, hated myself, judged myself for having this inclination my whole life. I even tried to become a nun & I ended up the ‘rebel’ of the troop. I looked at some of these radiant girls, so full of beaming gentleness. They were interested in cloisters with pretty gardens and peace, and I could see why. Me, I ended working with dangerous violent offenders.

I tried & tried & tried to be white & frilly….but I am not a “Crystal Child” born to be the next mother teresa. I resonate more with the Indigo Joan of Arc Archetype—although if I could avoid being burned for it, I will.

Eventually I figured, if I wasn’t hexing for myself but to benefit/protect others it was allowed. Padre Pio cursed people all the time. People would go to him for confession & leave out the ‘real sins’ -he’d call them out on it & kick them out of the church very brutally. There are hundreds of reports of people claiming after being hauled out by Pio ‘they had no peace’ until they did the right thing to whoever they harmed or went back and honestly confessed.

I got confused however, when one day I heard of an animal serial killer in High Park. He was torturing & killing animals, leaving their bodies in the park. I sent one doozy of a mother of a Aleister type hex that actually involved conjuring up 6 entities to go ‘stop him now.’ I wasn’t waiting for Karma on this one. The next day, having forgotten all about it, I was sitting in a cafe when a woman (who looked a bit ‘off’) approached me & said “honey, the angels understand why you did what you did, they think its cute that you want to intervene, but the next time you try to trim someone’s nails, you will lose a hand” Right away I thought of my hex the day before, and thought “oh shit, maybe I’m not allowed to hex, even if it is for good!’ I literally almost shit myself.

I tried to stop, I tried. But I just need to get pissed off enough & bad shit happens, so even if I don’t actually ritually hex you, piss me off enough and you’re fucked anyway. Its just the way it is-I can’t help it. I always thought it was a ‘don’t mess with a servant of the lord’ type protection, but I realize its me. Its my energy that creates …stuff….

A few moments before my head injury, I witnessed a 1% bully verbally abuse & publicly humiliate an elderly employee-a favourite passed time of his. I was overcome with loathing and send him a shitload of negative energy. My coworker (also an occultist) felt it and said “stop that daniela, karma, karma!” “I can’t help it & this fucker deserves whatever shit happens to him.” I got up & walked away & tripped on a carpet & hit my head leaving me bedridden for 10 months to ponder the subject-and boy did I! (How could I not?) You can read my struggle in a previous post called Confessions Of A Serial Hexer.

I prayed about it, I meditated on it, I pondered it, I researched it….but my inner vibration could not chastise it. It is my nature, my calling-it feels right, necessary.

Then I saw this- and it is the perfect articulation of what I was feeling:

I was never interested in networking with other occultists, I was happy to practice alone. I’m not interested in guppy fish like people who pester me personally, I’m after big game. For that, I’d love to network with other occultists to hex the living shit out of The Bilderberg types, the global elite, the 1%

I believe now is the time that hexers from the world should unite, and hex the global elite—1 big holy shit mother f*cker of a hex, like 1 big exorcism. I believe freedom from the global elite will not come through guns but through wands. The planet needs a good weeding, and as compassionate gardeners, its our duty. So Be It

I was going to do my customary yearly predictions as usual. Its all written up and ready to publish…but I can’t hit the button. Is just too heaty a reading & I don’t want to deal with the debates, drama & bullshit that is sure to be the aftermath of my publishing it. Nothing I say is going to change anything anyway. So, like I said before-I’m retired, obsolete, you don’t need me.

My advice:  Be frugal & self sufficient. Spread awareness-awareness is the key to freedom-personally, politically, financially & globally.

The weather, polar shifts, sun flares and all the other doomsday ideas are the least of your problems.

Most importantly, question EVERYTHING.

Neal Donald Walsh in Conversations With God said that “fate = From All Thoughts Everywhere”

Don’t wait for a modern day Moses, what happens in 2012 is up to YOU.

 

 

When it comes to matters of the occult, my favourite person on the planet to listen to is GrannyWolf–this guy, knows his stuff: http://www.youtube.com/user/GrannyWolf007
He gives lectures on the subject at The World’s Biggest Book Store. If you would like to learn more about occult practices, I highly recommend checking him out.

He is very very knowledgeable, articulate and a pleasure to listen to. You can learn A LOT on his YouTube Channel posted above.

In my opinion, besides master occultists, no one is better at hex protection-removal than The Roman Catholics. Unfortunately, the church is divided on the subject & you may have to get laughed out of several churches before you find a priest willing to take you seriously.

If the hex involves the conjuring of negative entities that have clung to you, they will call in Father Ziggy -the church’s official exorcist.

Father Ziggy is paranoid of psychics, understandably so. I have referred a few people to him over the years (he has no idea) & they have all come back saying he was mean and interrogated them about seeing psychics, and warned them never to look a psychic directly in the eye-he thinks all of us psychics are evil. Although I’m flattered that he is respectful of our power, he is a bit prejudiced in that regard. Not all of us are evil, but, some of us are–he is right to caution you.

I hear he’s a mean & ornery dude. He’s also accusatory I’m told. I think people give him a rough break. This man does nothing but travel the country battling demons, which is not as cool as it sounds. Its MISERABLE work-which is why I send them to him– I won’t do it! No friggin way!

The worst part is, a demon or hex can’t really cling to you if you don’t have a bit of darkness to cling to. Remember, the dark cannot exist in the light. Even the smallest candle can illuminate the darkest room. So if you didn’t have a guilt in your heart, no demon or hex can hurt you. So this poor guy has to go clean up everyone’s shit that they invited on themselves one way or another. I’d be pissed off too.

Some psychics charge A LOT of money for this service. (I have been quoted $7000 cash-in full upfront) Its a big risk the practitioner is taking on, so I understand the temptation to charge substantially for the service. That being said, someone who has been successfully cursed likely doesn’t have $7000 to spend, and they are put in such a desperate life situation, I’d feel too guilty to take their money for something so awful. Or to make them wait tortured to come up with the money-that to me is evil. I would just like to get them help ASAP. So, I send them on a priest hunt….a good priest will do it or get it done for free.

If you feel you or your home is “cursed” or “possessed” or “haunted” go from Catholic church to catholic church until a priest believes you-you may need a “minor exorcism” which a FAR less dramatic than a regular exorcism.

In the meantime: get a bottle of holy water from the church & drink a shot 3x a day + anytime you feel compelled to. when the bottle gets 1/2 empty, refill it w/ drinking water -it’ll replenish the ‘holy’ stuff

1: Do a conscience inventory & resolve-clean up any loose stings, bad karma etc. Start praying NOW & ask for divine intervention. Open yourself to the protection of the angels. Call on St Michael to cut an energy chords to whoever is doing this, and ask him to surround & protect you. Ask for guidance on how to bring energies back in balance’

2: get yourself the medal of st benedict http://www.st-benedict-medal.com/jubilee-medal-of-saint-benedict.htm get it blessed and wear it at all times. it sends any negative energy back 12x to the sender. Its not enough to just get your standard priest blessing. The ‘proper incantation’ is done in latin & it takes 2 priests. If your priest just offers your generic blessing, he’s being lazy or in unaware-call him on it. If he says he doesn’t know of a special incantation for the jubilee medal, tell him to research it.

3: start a novena to st teresa of the flower jesus ASAP http://www.ewtn.com/therese/novena.htm
When weird synchronicity starts to happen involving roses, its her sign that she heard you & is answering your prayers.

4: consecrate yourself to The Virgin and wear a blessed scapular at all times & put one in your pillow too http://www.cmri.org/05-brownscap.html

5: find an image of The Sacred Heart Of Jesus & display it prominently in your home. Get a hold of The Knights Of Columbus & ask them to consecrate your home/family to The Sacred Heart.

6:get white quartz crystals, wear one around your neck, bury them around your house, put them in windowsills. Cedar branches above windows & doors is good too (that’s a psychic trick, not Catholic) Do ave a priest come and bless the home, you, and sprinkle holy water all around your house.

7: Mix sea salt & holy water in a bottle with a quartz crystal in it. use that water to drizzle a circle of protection around property & to mist yourself with it

8: pray to St Michael the archangel & imagine yourself surrounded by blue electric light

NOTE: When you start this stuff, it may get a little worse before it gets better-not to worry, it means is working.

I hate thinking about this shit much less talking about it, but my intuition has been nagging me to do so. It’ll pester me until I do, so here we go:

i have always been deeply spiritual & intuitive (thanks to a sizable cyst on my pineal gland-sorry to take the magic out of it for ya) From very very early on, I had an obsession with all things spiritual & my rabidly catholic Nonna relished in that interest, because my mom was an atheist and nonna was glad to see that it hadn’t ‘contaminated’ me.
Instead of bed-time stories, I begged nonna to read me The Book of Revelations, on repeat- my personal favourite. It was/is this puzzle/secret code I felt I had to break.

For me, The Revelations were always perceived as an instruction manual for what is to come in my later 30′s. That’s all I knew- that it didn’t matter what I did with my life or as a living until my later 30′s-because at that time, it would be time to “work” but I had no idea in what capacity-and I still don’t.

Even my no longer doing readings feels like a making room for something bigger.

Anyway, there were certain “hints” I gleaned from childhood intuitions that have stayed with me my whole life.

“There will be an End of Days, but its not what we think”
“There will be massive loss of life & climate disasters”
“There will be a spiritual war that I will be a soldier-fighting in”
“Things will get scary, bleak & ugly”
“There will be a rising up of the masses that I must support”

The most important has been DRILLED into me my whole life:

“When China, Russia & Iran are in the headlines at the same time, Armageddon has arrived. Be prepared to work”

I still don’t know what “work” means -I know its not referring to any day job. With my passion for hexing, I’m assuming I’ll be getting into hex wars with some Bilderberg types or something. Not sure, but you will know, when I know.

Right now, all I know is this….I feel an uneasy stirring in the world’s energy field. I feel like I need to start physical & magic boot camp training for something BIG that’s coming globally. I really hope I’m wrong.

China, Russia & Iran have been in the news individually over the years, but here we are in my late thirties, and all 3 are in the headlines & many war strategists are predicting they will be allied forces against the Isreal-US machine. Fuck.

There are rumours of a White Dragon Society poised to save the day-crossing my fingers that either they or a Vulcan type come to help us avoid all this drama because I’m really not in the mood.

I have Augustine’s want of procrastinating on this one….just not yet god…just not yet….

So we’ve reached the 11-11-11 gateway….phew. Now what?

Well, according to gateway experts (which I’m not,) consciousness en mass is at its highest peak-no more lies, bullshit, corruption. Its a happily ever after we will slowly start to realize. From this point on it all gets better. If that’s true, what about all the 2012 predictions? Depends who you ask.

What I hope happens is a rapture, but an asshole rapture. That’s right—I’d like to see our creator pluck sons-of-bitches like the Bilderburg group and all the other “1% ers” out of here. Beam them up scotty!!!! I’d love to see the HarperCONS teleported the F off this planet! Imagine????

Honestly, its hard to fathom how this will play out-especially with this occupy movement across the globe.

I’m a lazy one, in that I have hopes that this global revolution continues in the consciousness of the masses and not just limited to those on the street. I’d like to see the need for a physical revolution thwarted.

My friend J believes there will be an intergalactic directive-top down-orders from a higher realm that shift the economic & political tides to one of more equality & peace. Bring it-THAT’s the kind of revolution I’m looking for. Enough civilians have been injured & lost their lives fighting these bastards. Enough bloodshed. Time for the gods to intervene!

I’m not naive enough to believe the hype that as of today we live in utopia. We may be shifting towards it-I do believe that. But we aren’t there yet.

I have noticed, some of the ostrich type. The denial types that walk around pretending like everything is happy-la-la all the time, and ignore reality, cling desperately to the happiest-laziest scenario like gospel, regurgitate whatever lie the 6 o’clock news shoved down their throat & then smugly walk around like they know the secret to life.

I cannot stand the smug. Smug is a pet friggin peeve of mine, especially when coming from a lazy chicken shit in denial.

Will things start to get better politically & economically? Would be nice. We’ll start seeing shifts I’m sure and I welcome it but its not over yet. The polls are still shifting, icecaps still melting.

The last few months for most personally, has been awareness of inner turmoil. People’s noses have been shoved in the shit of unbalanced or abusive relationships, career dissatisfaction etc. People are suddenly unable to tolerate stuff that once never crossed their mind. People are now embracing risks & change determined to live a happy life…..finally.

I believe people like myself (psychics) are becoming obsolete in that now people are embracing their own inner voice to guide them. I’m happy to see this shift as I’m bloody tired. I feel like I’m entering a retirement phase-gratefully!

Are we waking up? YES! Will things change for the better? YES! Will the shit hit the fan with environmental shifts? YES! Will it be a giant pain in the ass for many populations? YES! Will there be loss of life? YES! So should we be smug that its 11-11-11 so nothing bad will ever happen again? fuck NO! Not unless you want to have your faith badly shaken.

So what is it then? Its a time for humans to become fully self actualized, to awake to their highest potential. Learn about manifesting. Dump the jerkoff lover, put up boundaries with toxic friends & family, heal relationships that need healing, release the ones that are unmanageable.

Learn about yourselves and your loved ones. Make friends with your neighbours. Be a positive active force in your community and industry. If you don’t like where you are or what you are doing, do something else.

Stock up on foods & learn about environmental threats in your geographic area-be prepared for it. Become more sustainable. Make better choices, not just for yourself, but for the planet.

Personally, my spidey sense has me hoarding water & feeling desperate to get out of the city ASAP-if we were looking at a perfect existence as of today, I wouldn’t still have the intuition to do those things.

I do feel a shift, and I do feel its for the better. But its a SHIFT not a CURE. Be prepared to do some work, and all will be well.

Let me put it metaphorically:

2008: There was a woman who married the first jerk who asked her. It was the only guy she knew so she didn’t know what she was missing.

2010: One day she met a bunch of women with awesome husbands & suddenly realized she had been short changed. She was angry & fed up but she was stuck. This is all she knew and was afraid to leave-go where?

2011: She realized that life is meant to be enjoyed, and she refused to put up with his shit anymore. She dumped his ass and went to sleep on her friends couch which was a horrible depressing uncertain phase but she held onto the hope of better days ahead.

2012: Change is hard, recreating herself came with obstacles, unexpected nasty surprises she had to overcome. But she held onto hope and a little at a time she started to figure herself & life out.

2013: new job, new house, new & better man-life is golden.

That’s how I see things happening on the planet. We are just waking up-that’s the gift of 11-11-11 -total awareness of the good & the bad. 2012 will be about fixing what we’ve become aware of so we can all live better, but YOU still have to plug the holes in your boat-no one will do it for you. Life will still surprise you, some times unhappily BUT now you will have the spiritual skill to overcome it gracefully.

A bird’s eye view turns a blizzard to a breeze & THAT’s what 11-11-11 offers you—a higher more enlightened perspective-and that’s all the miracle you need.

Many years ago I wrote a children’s book called Liam’s Magic Rocket. As I’m nursing my recovery, hubby is putting it online for free on blurb.com (like i did the cookbook http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/2527480 )

I’m too sick to illustrate it.

My friend JP illustrated here a few years back & has generously been hosting it on his website: http://tirenini.webs.com/apps/photos/album?albumid=6812086

I have always wanted to see it illustrated by children 12 & under, since this was inspired for them.

PARAMETERS: Below is the book. Each phrase separated by a space is a separate page I need a picture for + I need a cover that reflects the theme of the book. I am open to any creative expression of those words that can be sent to me in a very good quality JPEG format. Paint, draw, photography etc- whatever-however they interpret the words.

I will be using a variety of the best entries, so it isn’t necessary for a child to commit to illustrating the entire book, just the phrases that inspire them.

A NOTE TO PARENTS: I understand that it might be fun to see your kid’s work selected but please back off on guiding or helping them too much on this project. Trust me when i say, your kid knows more than you. Please let them choose the phrases that inspire them & let them come up with the concept. I want to see how children interpret these words. This book is for them. Thanks for letting their own intuition guide them on this one.

If their piece is selected, their name, picture & short bio will be included in the book and they will receive by mail a certificate of merit & gratitude.

The deadline for entries is Nov 16 2011. Please send your JPEG entry to daniela@duendeartproductions.com
Please include the child artist’s name, age, photo & what phrase they illustrated. Thanks in advance!

Liam’s Magic Rocket

Liam was a happy boy that sometimes felt alone. Especially because he sometimes felt that God was far from home. He looked up at the sky, all the mysteries that it concealed and wondered why god refused to be revealed… “If only I had a rocket, surely I could make it fly. In space I bet that I’ll find god then I can ask him why”

Liam’s friends & family went without & gave him all that they had. Just because they loved him, fulfilling his wish would make them glad! Liam’s open heart & mind helped that rocket fly, higher than the highest of highs way past stars & sky! Then that rocket landed, somewhere past the moon… liam got prepared surely god would come so soon.

Liam waited and he waited He searched out & in, & low & high “I give up on seeing god” he said sadly with a cry. then there was a light, purest white from heaven’s heart. Beings appeared in the starry night & left liam in a start!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ALIENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! “be not afraid little liam we come from this distant land we had seen you coming & we feel that you are sad” “we know it is god you seek and we know your quest is true but god is not so far away God dwells deep inside of you”

God is inside of me?

God is in the everything, in every flower and budding tree. God is in the ocean & in all of life’s mysteries.

god is in the light & god is in the dark god is in every ending & in every fresh new start

God is in all animals God is in all trees God is in every person That is here, gone or yet to be

If you want to speak to god Inside yourself you will surely find, The Everything inside your heart, the path is stillness of mind and so……

sit in gentle silence, sit still & feel the love. When you feel the flutters & tingles, you know god has surely come

The alien held up his hand from his fingers a lightening bolt & liam awoke in his cozy bed with a startle & a jolt!

he lay his head back down & gently quieted his mind his heart began to open & the light began to shine…

the moral of this story: for those who think god would be cool to find… just open your heart, and silence your mind!